This just came out of me.
Published on November 3, 2004 By grins wickedly In Philosophy
RAMBLINGS OF A CRAZY WOMAN
By *grins wickedly*


Why is it that people don’t like to accept what they’ve done? Why do they constantly try to blame it on someone else? Someone who is innocent and vulnerable? Why do they constantly deny what they’ve done to the one’s they love?

Why do people constantly try to hurt someone? Why are younger siblings considered to be annoying? Why? Why? Why?

These are the questions running through my head. These are the things I have trouble finding out. These are the torturous things that can’t seem to rest.

Why do I love someone who is already taken? Why can’t I love someone who’s not? Why do they ignore me when I want so bad to reach out and touch them? Why can’t I feel their presence when I need it? Why can’t they be near when I need so badly to accept that the thoughts in my head are wrong?
Why? Why? Why?

Why do friends leave you for someone or something else? Why do we have to wait so long to find out who won? Why do people hang on to painful pride? Why? Why? Why?

Foolish pride is not a good thing. Martha Stewart is in prison. George W. Bush is a second term president. Dewey did not defeat Truman. The news was wrong.

I can’t stop the thoughts from running through my fingers and into the keys. I want to know what is wrong with the world.

People who work their butts off for money only make $6.50 an hour, whereas people who sit in an office and look pretty for the cameras or prance around half naked and look pretty for the cameras get paid millions of dollars an hour. Shouldn’t it be the other way around.

These are the ramblings of a crazy woman. I admit it’s true. I try to deny it everyday, but the truth cannot be denied.

Comments
on Nov 03, 2004
As Wesley once said, Life Is Pain (anyone that says otherwise is obviously trying to sell you something). The world is a crazy place, it's helps to admit your crazy too. I feel your pain, it sounds much like my own.